progress?

It is so hard not to compare this pregnancy to my pregnancy with Bella. That is what I know. With Bella at 33 weeks and 6 days I had my "show" and was instructed to go to triage (now I know due to being pre 37 weeks) and I got there my water broke and Bella delivered 6 hours later. Well here I am at 38 weeks and 5 days - and had my "show" yesterday - I emailed the dr and they said hang out and knit - wait for contractions and a day later I am still waiting. I am shocked that I am still pregnant but happy she is warm safe and healthy -- and I am learning again to be patient and wait and the hard hard lesson it is out of my control.