half empty

Hollis asked me today if I was happy. I honestly said no. How sad is that? I said no and I meant it - I said that I have high hopes for 2011 but that 2009 and 2010 were too much for me - I love my daughter, I love my husband but I am so not where I want to be - this year I need to make that happen. This year I need to appreciate what I have and this year I need to make changes. I feel so alone.